ALCHEMY

You’ve got me caught in a moment

That feels like it might last forever.

A Schrodinger’s box of love

Where this is both everything I’ve ever wanted

And everything I’ve ever run away from.

I can almost feel your breath on my skin

Your hands on my wrists

The beat of your heart,

And it’s almost too much

Because I can feel you right there

Pressing up against me

But I open my eyes and you’re gone.

The days count down

To a collision of souls

And neither will leave unchanged.

WHAT I WANT

I want to dive into the depths of you,

And search for hidden treasures.

I’d make a make a map along the edges of your back,

And you’d think it’s just for pleasure.

I want to hold you like it’s the only thing

Keeping me from floating away

I want words to fall out of my mouth

Instead of wondering what I’m allowed to say.

I want to dive in,

But you tell me no.

I want to look into your eyes

With your cock down my throat.

But you don’t want anything serious

And I don’t know what that means.